Well, that's it for Track, at least for this year. I can't stop beating myself up for not being my best. I only went to one Track meet and I wasn't good enough to come back. Mabye it was destiny that I joined in time to experience a taste of competition. Mabye it was destiny that the only two events left open were the ones I wanted. Mabye it was destiny that I didn't do better. Perhaps, I just wan't meant to succeed this time and I was meant to only experience the thrill of competing so that I will know what to aim for? Looking on the brightside or not, I'm still depressed that I didn't succeed. But, there are still two chances next year. I will, from this point on, do my best everyday and continue to work hard so that when off-season Track comes along, I'll be able to give it my all. It hurts when you can't forfill your dreams, but mabye you just forfill it in a different way that you wouldn't expect. God works in mysterioius ways right? - Sometimes very mysterious. Oh well, enough mourning; it's time to start training now for off-season.

On a lighter note, the Ring Ceremony for the Juniors just occured about 2 hours ago, and I finally got my ring! I might post a picture of it later on my phone cam. The ceremony took forever though, and the anticipation was annoying. But, there was a strange feeling of accomplishment when I finally got my ring. A feeling that all those years at St. A payed off. However, realizing that you are a little over a year from graduating from the school is a scary thought. In a little over a year I will be in college. The rings serve as a right of passage into college, but right now I'm not ready to move on. So much has happened at St. A, so much I don't want to forget, and so much more left to come.

That's all I got. Wish me luck as I train for next year! - my new schedule is going to be tough, but worth it.

ltrZ

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